Okay so...Crushes

Okay so...I recognize that it is a bit early in my singleness to really have real and true feelings for a guy...heck...I'm still going through 'divorce' proceedings. (Boys...do we really want gay marriage?)

Anyway...my topic today is...CRUSHES! 'cause it is apparently it isn't too early to have one.

As I mentioned on the podcast...I have a bit of a crush on a teacher type person here in Mun-Row. It has been years since I had these feelings...you know...out of control lust, googlie eyes, the inability to complete sentences...well...you guys hear me on the podcast...I guess I do have problems talking all the time.

So we've been out to the 'club' aka..the Corner Bar a couple of times together, been out to a straight bar, shared a couple of kisses (no tongue, but lip action) and talk online on a regular basis.

However..since I'm out of practice here...I'm not controlling the situation very well...and I think I let myself become the 'crusher' vs 'crushee'...and even worse...I even mentioned my desire to get to know him better. 'Kiss of death' right...? It certainly would for me...normally when guys say that to me...it is 'so long sucker'

The good news is that :

1. He has stated that he doesn't want to be my rebound...but yet he gets jealous if I talk about other guys.
2. Whenever we see each other he touches me a lot.

So listeners/readers...any advice on landing the teach?

In the meantime I'm heading out on dates this weekend..which I'm sure will be good for some podcasting.


A really cool Crush!